a lovely twist of fate

I think i am recovering very well from my previous downfall.. thanks to the darlings around me and happy things keep happening ! hahaha..

1stly... the feeling is not as strong as before and its slowly fading away..
I am released from his clutches.. THANK GOD.
2ndly... me hit my target sales for the month! thanks is double commision for HUISY!!! *jumps*
3rdly... I have all my frens whom i love so dearly to keep me company when i am down. Wat more can i ask for??
so.... there is only one thing left to do....
thats is to make the decision and get it done. but i dunno why i keep holding back. its too evil to say the words and i cant bear to do it. *sigh*
I owe him so much .. how can i eva repay him back all that he has done for me.

:: i feel confused ::