seaching for the unknown

i looked into your eyes..
searching for the feelin that i once had wif you.
searchin for the connection that i thot i had with you
but it is nowhere to be found.
mayb i was wrong.. i do not feel the same for you anymore.
its gone.. faded away.. but why have i been holding it for so long ?
why do i put my hopes in something that may not exist.
wat is it that i wan? wat is it that i am looking for?
Now that things has turn out this way.. i am lost in my own thoughts.
i haf fallen of the edge.. cos i lost hold of the things i had.
mayb you are not the devil that i thot u are. you are jus any stranger that i meet on the streets.
i have lost all senses. and i wan my independence back more den anything else.