a messed up life

Seriously..... nothing is gng straight...
my life is filled wif cock ups.
to start with .... bcos of the Blardy world cup my sales are dippin.. LIKE CRAZY!!!
i am freaking pissed.. its not even the quaterfinals yet and sales are that bad. Can you believe when its the finals!?!?!?! i might not even sell a single SHIT.
Secouldly... i have a freaking lousy and irresponsible manager. i suppose to have staff purchase like YONKS ago. but i was not informed. i feel as the manager who is the link from the HQ to us, u are responsible to disseminate the information to all the girls under you. you FAILED as a blardy manager. i didn missed it once BUT TWICE! two freaking times. WTF.
lastly.. i am down wif sore throat, flu and fever. JUS GREAT. and i dont wana to take an MC jus to submit to that manager. BLARDY HELL..
So i down all the paracetamol i can get and drag my feet to work as usual. anyway there are not much sales so... like it makes any difference.
i tink when u are down n out.. when ur morale hits rock bottom. all the misfortunes jus keep coming at you...
*sobs*

:: i feel demoralised ::