mixed feelings..

I feel i am the most blessed girl in the whole wide world.
There is constantly someone there for me although there are some that jus walk out of me.
I am hurt but i am also grateful.
I onli have myself to blame for so many misfortunes that happen in my life. I learnt my lesson the hard way. I wont wana make the same mistake again and lose so many pple in my life.
We cant haf the best of both worlds can we?
After a rough weekend and all the roller coaster rides.
There always pple there who neva fail to cheer me up.
I also wanna pull myself together so that i wont let them worry and disappoint them.
mel n bong jus brought smiles to my face when we went KTV-ing together. My "Andy Lau" was such a darling too. ahahahaha...he performed for us!
I wana thank them for being there for me yet again. I am sure melsie would haf love to be there! I miss u guys! *mucks*

Me now in the midst of preparing for mellie polka-dot partee.. to start wif.. me bought a polka-dot headband!
Me still owe lots of pple bday pressies.. there goes all my pay! but i am sure its well worth it!

:: I feel determined ::