its times like this u wish u could cry your eyes out and all is over.
you feel fustrated but you are not sure wat u want.
i keep convincing myself that nothing is bothering me and that i am happy with life.
but now.. i feel alone and i cant say why.
there are so much things to consider and the many things u have to face in reality. it scares me . realy..
the expectations u have to live up to everyday. the disappointments u experience now and then.
the loneliness that u have to put up with. the amount of courage you have summon.

i dont wana fall apart. i know by tmr i will be my normal self again.

:: i feel neglected ::