lost friendship FOUND!

gosh.. the rain jus keeps pouring and pouring for the whole day!
so i decided stay home and snuggle up in bed and jus enjoy the weather!
i was so bored at home though.. so i decided to heed mellie's advice and pack the room.. but i ended up spendin the whole afternoon packing the whole HSE. gosh it tiring.. but now my hse is so clean n the floors are sparkling.. hahahhaa



ANYWAY...
today i started to think of the friendships that i lost due to misunderstandings and in a little sense childishness was at play too. particularly one that meant alot to me when i was young and the hurt i went thru den.. the "grudge" lasted for so many years. until yesterday...
we met up .. jus the both of us. and we hit it off well.. we didn mention alot of the past but we both noe that its all in the past. there was a tinge of awkwardness but i am sure over time it will all subside. i remeber how jus recently when i mention how uncomfortable i feel being with her. how much i dont like her all cos i noe i am still hurt from the past. i feel very much for this friendship cos it did brought me so much pain. until now .. i manage to let go of the anger and hurt. I will embrace the friendship afresh. it takes both hands to clap so i hope she feels the same way too. i am very happy that we are able to have heart to heart talks now. and we can laugh at how stoopid we were in the past. Thankew for letting me open my heart again and not be so narrow-minded and stuck in my own world. i was foolish and wrong.

Pple say frienships come and go.. but i dont believe so. Friends might grow distant once awhile but they are there. so dont eva hold back and mistaken that u have lost the friendship. you only lose by holding back. True friends are here to stay and they do leave footprints in ur heart.

:: i feel nostalgic ::