the selfishness in man

its always those closest to you that always take u for granted.
cos they know.. no matter wat happens u will be there.
so they dont realy apreciate it when you do things out of love for them(even if they do they will neva say it)
they will onli complain abt how selfish u have been for wantin stuff your way or excluding them in ur life. they will onli voice out and pin point the bad things u have done neva the good ones. sometimes, they say it jus to hurt ur feelings. Y must u do that to the person u love? Cant u tell me off in a less harsh manner cos i am whom u claim to love.
is it that hard to look pass the flaws and be more appreciative abt that person.
i am toking abt all types of relationships here. blood ties, love r/s, friendships. Commit the biggest mistake.. they will remember it for life and mention it everytime they are not happy with you.
You feel so betrayed at that moment. You wonder where are they when u need them. Do they realy noe how u feel. all that i have done.. is it not good enuff for them? Is this wat i get for not being able to be completely honest with them for how i feel. Dont they feel how much they mean to me.
From that it leads to... mayb it better you care less. Den u wont be so hurt. For me, its time to learn to care less and not let such unhappiness (be it big or small) bother me that much. It may seem heartless.. But it seems like this cycle is what i have to go thru and if i continue to let such things bother me so much. i will be a terribly depressed person.
its time to harden ur heart huisy .. its abt time..
its time to think less hence worry less..
its time to be more logical and less emotional..
its time to be ignorant to pple's comment and jus be true to urself.
its time to stop struggling and move on

::i feel mixed feelings::