best wishes

things are gettin more optimistic this week..
tmr fenny is gng for a C-section. its gonna be a baby boy!
cant wait for her to give birth.. it so exciting watching ur secondary sch fren have a family den a child.
i cant wait to go see her. unfortunately. she cant come for my bday partee.
but she is defintely excused.
as my big day draws near... i cant help but have mix feelings..
will it be boring? will nobody turn up?
will it be disaster? will it be the most horrible 21st partee of the yr?
sigh....huisy jus tinks too much rite?
but i cant help it!
i jus wan everybody to go there have a good meal.. have fun hanging out with each other and catch up. den sing the most beautiful bday song for me.
its will be a fantastic partee for me.. i shall keep my fingers cross till thurs!

:: i feel jumpy ::