i feel so silly..
i feel so dumb..
i feel so foolish..
saying all the things i said... feeling the way that i did.
i wish i could take back everything i said and jus smile n laugh with you.
after the whole conversation did i realise i was realy in my own world and excluded everyone from it and most importantly you.
i feel the hurt i gave you
i feel the anger i gave you
i am so guilty and regretful now. hoping you will be able to let it go and tell me that it doesnt matter.
warning me that u'll let me of this time round and for me not to do it again
and not warning me not to make you angry or u'll realy not care.
i could see that i realy caused so much unhappiness to you.
what was i eva tinking. y cnt i jus enjoy the relationship and the conversation we jus had.
i am now dying for you to just tok to me again and i am a happy girl again. the rest dont matter to me anymore.