when u reach certain crossroads in life..
there are risks u have to take.
there are choices and decisions to be made.
there will be sacrifices and u contemplate whether to make them.
insecurities always bother women like me..
what wld be best for me.. what wld be best for all of us.. what wld be best for the ones i love.
i wana do a good job in taking care of them. but sometimes.. its so fustrating and complicated you jus wana give up everything you have.
there are times u willingly give in to other pple but in reality.. u noe u are not happy.
after awhile.. you jus move on with life. den when situations arises.. these unhappiness hits u once again..
mayb cos i think too much.. which is my nature.
i lament and lament..thats wat a girl is best at doing...
i need an inspiration in my life to spur me on in these difficult times..
huisy is now loooking high and low for her inspiration..