+ a sunny morning +

its a beautiful morning.. took a walk and now as my kettle is put to boil..
i shall make a short post before i have my daily dose of aromatic coffee...

it will be a lonely sunday today with jus me and my books.
sigh.. have a sudden urge to wana be alone. ensconced in a corner without getting any attention at all.
have a place that belongs to me and me alone. have the freedom to do whatever i wan without considering how pple will feel. have time to be at peace with myself. i am beginning to think that there is no one else u can count on in this world but urself. everyone is jus puttin a front even the ones that u love most. i wonder if i will eva have complete faith in someone. i thot i eva did but somehow.....

:: i feel mystified ::