+ boring tuesday +

huisy is feeling lousy again.. decided to blog cos i cnt get to slp although i am so God Damn Sleepy.

realy duno wats wrong with me.

like i jus have dramatic moods swings. one min i can be ok.. one min i can be like moody. feel like life is in a mess cos of my unstable emotions. :(

i jus cnt control them. when i have pple tok to me and when they tok abt certain topics they make me feel very uncomfortable and it will bother me for a long time. when i look at daddy, my heart aches i duno y. when i am at home, i feel like i am unwanted.

i miss my boy so much whenever i am like that. me need my dumbo. But sadly.. he is at work. Msges go unreplied. Calls go unanswered.

Dumbo shoo mong... huisy needs u.

:: i feel useless ::