+ why is it this way +

why do u have to interfere with whatever i do
why do u have so much comments that make me feel even more worse than i alr do
i am so GOD DAMN lousy.
i am so GOD DAMN terrible.
i did try to do whateva u tell me to. I did the best i can. dnt pushing me even further.
i am fucked up enuff. i have issues of my own i dnt need u to add to that.
i can neva live up to ur expectations. SO STOP IT!
STOP asking me to be what i am not. i am SICK of it.
i need a place on my own where i can call home.