+ the changes in me+

have been catching up with alot of lost times with many friends recently.
most of them tell me.. you are different now. you have changed.
some dnt even recognise my voice.
i get things like .. my mannerism has changed. my voice has changed (but.. my voice neva break wat.. ) all in all .. they said i have matured.
I am party happy n partly sad. along with my mutured self . i have lost my bubbly and cutesy self. It use to be wat hui is like and it represents my youth. i have lost it.
Life has worn me thin but sadly not physically.
when i hear them say that... i do feel the change in me and i realy wonder if its a gd thing.
I know i am not the same anymore in many ways. My school of thots have change. My emotions have changed and that affects my whole personality.
changes in me realy surprises me sometimes. pple get so caught up with work and life, they dnt stop and look at themselves. they dnt stop and take a look at their love ones. they dnt stop and tink abt their lifestyle.
i hope i dnt turn into someone i dnt wana be. i hope dnt have to change wat i am made out to be.