+ toking abt the past +

while all of us are reminicsing our friendship... there are other memories i miss alot too
the worse part is..
i dnt think there will eva be times like those anymore and i cnt turn back time.
It not always gd to look backwards. only by looking forward then there will be progress.
But somehow.... lookin forward doesn give me much to look for even if i try to. i will always tend to look back and miss those happier times of my life.
Maybe cos of work.. the corporate world turns life around. it will change u into someone else u might not even know. it will affect every aspect of ur life. As for me, changes have been gd and bad. I have learn not to be so emotional. I have learn that there is no one i shld depend on but myself. I have learn to be more rational. As for the bad, lets not tok abt it.
I have lost some things and i might not even get them back anymore. Maybe one day, i will grow numb and dnt feel for anything anymore.
At this point in time, i duno how bad my losses are and if they will have a long term effect on me.
Its only the beginning, i foresee more hardships to come. I can only hope n pray that i survive them and the ones i love will always be by my side.