+ bottle necked+

there is so much uneasiness in me. so much disappointments.
so much fustrations and so much disatisfaction.
each time u try to swallow it.. the harder it gets the more it bothers you.
its difficult to explain and its difficult to let it out.
then you have a bottle necked situation. struggling to be freed.
i wana be carefree. free of all these worries. free of all these insecurities.
i wana be happy. happy and contented to wateva is happening in my life.
i wana be able to enjoy every moment of my life. as time is jus fleeting by so fast and that i have treasure every minute every second.
there shldn be any time wasted feelin on fearful and worried abt things beyond my control.
there is onli one thing i can control how i wana go thru this life journey.
even that is challenge for me. so much left undone and so little time left.