+ another mood swing +

it another cloudy n moody day for hui.
Nothing is right.. it seems as though the last time i felt this way was jus not long ago. but i vaguely remember anymore.
i jus cldn stay focus. i cldn listen to anyone and have a proper conversation with anyone without sayin.. "i am sorry i didn hear u, could u repeat?"
i cldn stop saying " erm.. there is something i wana tell you but i cnt remb it now"
i was jus in a daze and my mind was GOD KNOWS WHERE..
its fustrating and mentally draining. i feel i had to keep retending i am ok and laugh along with ppl. GETS EVEN MORE on my nerves.
wats on earth is wrong is with me? even the ppl who cld possibly make me smile cnt anymore.
something is missing.... something is not right.. but i jus dnt geddit.. What is it thats not right?