I have no idea why I said the things I said to him today. I feel like I have thrown all my cards on the table. And if things do not go in my favour, I would have lost all I've got.
Why does things have to be so complicated? All I ask for is not to be hurt and taken for granted. Very simple but it has to be Nothing less. But at the end of the day, I really wished I could let loose and just cling on to him through the stormy weather ahead.