+ after so many heartaches +

Love girlie talk with my favourite Penny..
she always neva fails to get me thinking in another perspective..
Penny.. i found a nickname for u..
u are no longer the normal one.. u are the Philosopher...
But we both realise after so much n after meeting so many ppl..
We now truly understand the real Meaning of Love and what it can do to us.. dnt we??

+ unappreciated +

arent there times when u jus feel so transparent, neglected and taken for granted..
i've seen cases ard me where one party jus have to take all the shit.. not cos he/she was mean.. but cos he/she is way too nice and is taken for granted.
i do understand the pain and hurt they feel.

This is so UNFAIR!
why is when someone loves his/her partner so much so that he/she is willing to give up the world but yet....all he/she gets in the end is pain.
it may be unintentional but so what if its unintentional..
It takes 10 happy things to make up for 1 sad thing.
Ur love ones may have sacrificed a million things for u.. u may not feel it.. but its a huge step for them.
Ur moment of selfishness or insensitivity may not mean anything to you.. but its very significant to them.
Its hard to meet someone who makes u a better person.
Its hard to meet someone who loves u with all he/she has.

treasure ur love ones... dnt take them for granted.
You know it in ur heart who they are.
once all is lost.....
All u are left with are regrets and all would have been lost by then.
Continue taking them for granted and they will be force to walk away.

+ i cnt believe myself +

Hui is the most world's stupid, naive, all bad things u can think of girl.
wat the hell was i thinking... i am a complete retard and a complete disgrace.
I am so ashamed of myself for being who i am.
i feel like shit now.... and totally disgusted at myself.
i am beyond cure.. i can jus drop dead and die here right now...

+ can it get any worse.. +

lastest addition to my ill-stricken body... a back sprain...
i have no idea how i got it.. it jus hurts real bad...
tried to get my sista to help rub some medicated oil on it and it sure hurts like hell...
bummer... i shall take the chance to slack at home..
gng back into bed again.. ciaoz~

+ a lovely weekend but.... +

1. Thankew Darhling for the sweet sweet surprise again on Saturday. Again, u knew i will love it.
So Sorry i am sick and got the date for Hip Hop nite all wrong...

2. Had too much steamboat over the weekend that i am all sick of it. but still we had a good time with our families..

3. I am still tryin to GET WELL... shoo that blardy virus!

4. I have another late new year resolution. (beta late den never) .. I shall TRY to stop going for manicure and pedicures so often.

+ CNY with the RTSC gang +

our dept had our CNY lunch at Wah Lok... YUM YUM..
A feast we has indeed!

My wonderful colleagues.

me, JX and Ben!

Geri-San and me!

lion dance troupe den came to Bless our dept with an auspicious yr!

Me lovely neighbour whose desk i have been tidying for the past yr.

The lion blessing my table with good feng shui!

Frm mandarin oranges to.....

A "FAH".. in Hokkien is HUAT ar!

With that i will strike lottery this year! someone teach me how to buy 4D and Toto please!

+ hui jumps for joy! +

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!
*jumps up and down*
I wana scream out loud.. I LOVE YOU silly jelly flabby belly skunky shoo mong!!!!
Thankew for the early vday pressie. its beautiful and u noe i will love it. = D

+ CNY Pictures! +

Firstly.. presenting my lovelies...
CNY are so enjoyable cos of them..

the youngest in the family.. my fave baby!

GAWD.. he is so fair..

my sista, my fave cuzzie and me!

he's my fave!

we love taking such photos!

*pinch pinch*

we made him pose like a girl.. hah!

my lovely mum.. very happy with her dessert indeed.

our humongous ice kachang!

tink its meant to feed a malay family of 8.

Den comes the favourite part of most kids.. i grew out of it..

FIREWORKS! this is only one box.. we have 4 boxes of such fireworks!


the traditional loud red crackers!


this is some missle fireworks.. that is realy loud and it fires 25 of them continuously

showers of sparkles! my fave!

Lastly.. a video on the pretty pretty fireworks i saw above my head.

an experience u'll neva find it here in SG.

+ CNY 2008 +

OMG!! I AM HOME after spending 4 days with the folks in msia for CNY.
My ass hurts after the long ride home... and the Blardy Jam at the causeway could jus kill me.
CNY is awfully quiet other den beautiful fireworks.
All i remember doin is .. eat.. slp.. eat.. lose money at MJ.. babysit the kids.. slp again. hahaha
the weather is too hot for anyone to step out of the hse.
now i am glad i am home..
Have to thank HX for toking to me over msn and entertaining my little cuzzies when i am bored over there. haha!
photos of CNY coming up soon!!!! (when i have the time to upload it)

+ an eventful weekend +

i thot i will have another boring weekend this week.. however.... on friday nite...
Kenny and Penny managed to get me to change out of my PJs and head to phuture to satisfy their craving for dance.. club.. booze and wat have u there...
So i changed.... went down and had a blast of cos together with Mel, Charm and Doris too.
after beer and shots.. Hui was pretty much down.



den came sat..... another eventful night @ phuture..
3 Feb is commemorated as Vance's day.
its the day for Vance to get piss drunk cos he claims he has neva gotten drunk b4. so that night.. we took turn buyin him drinks constantly.. rusty nail.. graveyard.. long island.. its jus keeps coming.... haha!


these 2 nights was fun, eventful, emotional, happening and somehow..
strangely.. it felt heartwarming..

Me n Haro

took this at Velvet's toilet and photo edit it with my Nokia N72.

+ my inspiration +

Someone inspired me in a subtle and powerful way..
i am able to draw strength and say...
I never will shed another tear when things dont go my way.
I will never allow myself to fall when i am down.

+ living my fairytale land again +

wishing and hoping one day.. i'll be your beautiful princess.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

+ my old self again +

as much as i try to be optimistic. as much as i try to be contented.
i still see myself going through the emotional turmoil. i see the old me.
the old me where i give in and allow things ard me to hitto me so hard.
the old me that can neva look up and say it will be over soon.
the old me that always allow myself to weep and wither.
i hate that old me.
No one and get me out of it. No one.
i jus wana be alone.