+ he is my reason +

This is actually wat i wanted to tell you.
Every single minute that pass is a single step towards our future.
Every moment nearing makes me cherish you more.
I love you darling with every breath that i take.

+ i am sucha shopaholic +

i have been indulging in too much online shopping.. i am uncontrollable!!!!

Forever 21 and Old navy.. is enuff to make go GA GA. We haven even gone to VS... goodness.
In the v beginning, i thot i cld get some stuff for me to have the ultimate wardrobe for my Krabi holiday. . after buyin my red bikini from bugis street n nothing else.. i went out to look for my stuff online.

It started alright. first ...pretty straw hat then i spotted a beautiful pair of earrings..

i actually also bought a red sundress and a cream/black working dress.. but the image was unavailable alr.. all these were from forever21.. they really have pretty stuff. much more worth den buying over here.

den i moved on to old navy.. more sundresses i bought!

a pair of pretty flipflops...

a pair of sweet pink shorts..

den.. jus hrs ago.. i felt i need more stuff from Forever 21 and i bought..

a grey vest..

a pretty n sweet purple dress

a white glam bangle

and..... i bought a pair of Guess heels.. i cldn resist it cos it was 30% off and additional 10% for UOB cardholders!

mine is not silver but white base with floral prints!

after all these i am still waiting for my gucci bag and wallets to come back from Italy.. *faints*
i lurve all my new stuff.. but i am overwhelmed with guilt now.

+ jus sometimes.. I wish+

Jus sometimes i wish... i cld have someone i cld dependent entirely on..
to take care of things for me when i am tired..
to perk me up when i am tired..
to make me smile when i am down..
to cast my worries upon when i am in trouble..
my ultimate confidante..

+ i hafta admit.. I AM OLD! +

I see a growing trend.. everytime i use the internet at home and i look into my history..
There is whole list of i-duno-who blogs!!! i hate to admit this but.. their blogs are so FANCY.. even my sister changes her blog skin... like every few mths! WTH...
I have stuck with mine for 2 good years. hahaha.. cos... i absolutely have no idea how to change it.
mayb i shld rope my sista in to help me.

i shld learn how to use all these photoshop and stuff to enhance my entires.. so i will always remember all the happy times i had when i was young. how mel and i were reminising our nottie days where we sneak out of the hse when we were younger to club. AND GOT CAUGHT!
how we were so mesmerised by certain guys in the past. and not to forget.. so heartbroken. we were so so naive.. so so childish.. so so USELESS! hahaha
now circumstances are different.. mindset is different.. priortises are different.. many things we wld do different then before..

thats y my title of my entry today.. i am old.. *sobs*

+ expect the unexpected +

recently jus saw someone gng thru a very bad breakup..
its so heartwrenching to see her go thru all these.
how she tells me how much she wants but cnt have him.
calling herself a monster cos she tink she caused him to leave.
regrettin for taking him for granted and not cherish him... but its all too late.
there were no signs that he was gng to breakup.. he jus suddenly breaks the news!
how is tt eva possible.. no signs at all???
it makes me wonder how volatile love can be. i feel we shld learn how to to cherish our partners.
they may give in to u.. 1 yr .. 2yrs but dnt push ur luck too far..
someday.. when u least expect. the one whom has always been by ur side will be force to walk away. and at that point in time.. its all too late.

+ you can actually teach someone this... +

being bimbo me.. i do watch Xiaxue's webtv episodes. she amuses me to no end i tell ya..
So here's wat i came across.... a dummies guide to EROTIC POEMS!!
WOAH.. u can actually teach someone how to write erotic poems?????? COME ON!
its either u have it or you dnt. but for those who are curious... click here.

Then feeling your hand move to gently guide me
I heard your soft whisper “please come inside me"

Enjoy... whahahahaa

+ krabi here i come!!! +

See this absolutely beautiful place?!?!??!?!?!

I AM GNG THERE FOR A HOLIDAY!! YIPPEE!!!!

Beautiful Krabi! its quite inconvenient to get there though especially now there are no direct flights from SG to Krabi. so we have to fly to Phuket instead and take a ride down.

I have a feeling its gonna be a cheap and relaxing getaway! just wat i need...

i shld start....

enjoying life. let loose. go wild.....falling in love.