+ Wednesday Morning +

its been awhile since i am up on a Wednesday Morning .. enjoying the calm and chilly morns WITHOUT WORK! YES!
took leave to help Haro to some spring cleaning today. or watch his spring clean for that matter. haha
i jus wana SAY... feels DARN GD !!!!! hahahaha...
there are like a whole lot of things i wld like to do man. i jus cnt figure which one to start frm!!

:: i feel chirpy ::

+ lovely you +

I have much to thank you for.
The amount of strenght your words and actions gives me are beyond imagination.
We have grown alot my love.
Thruout this r/s, we were there for each other and we grew to become a better person together.
I am sure both of us are filled with pride for each other.
The strength we possess. The love we've shown.
The unspoken understanding we have for each other.
All the hardships were bitter sweet with u ard. I cnt imagine a life without u in it.
Listening to u talk abt our future gives me great motivation.
I have no doubts when i say u give me strength to move on no matter how bad things are.

On this very special day of ours. I have a dedication for u. Happy 19th Month Hon.

The Meaning.

To love is to share life together

to build special plans just for two

to work side by sideand then smile with pride

as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage

with smiles and sincere words of praise

to take time to share

to listen and care

in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special

one who you can always depend

to be there through the years

sharing laughter and tears

as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories

of moments you love to recall

of all the good things

that sharing life brings

love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning

of sharing and caring

and having my dreams all come true;

I've learned the full meaning

of being in love

by being and loving with you.

+ u hafta keep it gng +

u kick a huge fuss and said hurtful things.
u screamed and u cried.
For all that u are gng thru, i understand and it was partly my fault.
i dnt blame u and i forgive u for saying those things and reacting this way.
but it says v clearly how much i mean to u.. and how much u understand me.
not very much. but neither do i towards to u.
we'll see how things pan out for us. u have ur way of dealing with it while i have mine.

+ it has worn me out over the years +

decided to read thru the archives of my blog one fine day and realise.. OMG..
My life so happening ar.. my post were very emotional and i penned things that i neva thought i was capable of.
WOW.. wateva happen to me??? i have become so dull over a short span of 2 yrs. KOAZ.
i was able to express how i felt or if i felt strongly abt something i do not have the fear of blogging abt it..
Now... i am jus too lazy and there is nothing worth blogging abt. in the past.. i use to blog over every little thing.. i was so free sia.

feelings i feet so strongly now.. y am i so afraid to say it?
is it cos i feel it shldn bother me so much? or i am afraid i appear vulnerable?
or as ppl grow older there are impt things to care abt other den urself.
its true i use to be more emotional. but now i able to handle my emotions better.
but a part of me misses how i used to be....
Jus cry when i feel sad. jus roar when i am pissed.
Jus throw a tantrum when i am fustrated. Now i am totally not capable of that.
well at least i still have a blog to remind me of it. =)

:: i feel puzzled ::

+ this is HILARIOUS !!! +

+ a cutie pie +

+ long awaited HK trip post +

Its abt time i complete my post on HK trip. Its in my drafts for a very very long long time. haha!

DAY 1.

Our flight was 6am in the morning. So, as soon as Haro knocked of at 3am we whisked ourselved to the airport to check in. We had much time to spare, so we tried out the Osim "Big Foot", sent Gd-bye emails to frens, shopped for cosmetics and took photos of our silly, tired and slpy faces.

So tired me fell fast alp as soon as i boarded the plane. and after tolerating 3 -4 hrs on lousy Jetstar we touched down at HK International airport.

I had enuff of budget airlines after this trip. this is the Last time i am gonna go budget. i cld jus die!

Waiting for the MTR to get to our hotel..

Beautiful HK.. Here we come!

For the rest of the days, we had our itenary nicely written out. Wats the top of our list???
SHOPPING OF COS!!!!!!!

The huge addidas outlet. we didn get anything frm here though.. we went to the factory outlet and Shopped it we dropped it was 70% retail price dere!!!

OH.. thats my newly bought coat and boots!

AgnesB is awfully popular there.

I wan something from here HAROLD!

Me and the AgnesB chocs!

Our hotel was at Yau Ma Tei..

I shopped till i dropped at Mongkok!

We headed to Macau next...It was the onli time we went sight seeing on this trip! We were so busy n engrossed in shopping we didn go ocean park, disneyland and even the Peak!

I love the feel of the rustic wall.

Posing for an MV. ahaha

This is Harold's fav MV photo.

Of cos we cldn give The Venetian a miss. It was HUGE and cool.

Inside Venetian.

This is not all of our buys yet!!!

I did my pretty nails for SGD140 dere. But so worth it!


Now for Glorious FOOD!!!

This private dining place called Sumi. All thanks to my Exboss who brought us dere.

Fantastic Food!

Was SO SO SO full... but happy and high.

Goose liver and Fat slices of Sashimi.


The best beer eva!

Best beef brisket in HK.. it closed during dinner time. Weird rite!

This is so gd u can find it on Wiki as the best beef brisket. (according to my exboss)

He got tired of me taking photos and waiting for the food to come.

Haro: "I said STOP taking photos!"

Very happy and satisfying trip. It is all shown on our faces!

Finally i am done with HK post. ahahhaa.. i left out alot of stuff cos i was too lazy. All in all.. HK was beautiful and a great place to visit.

Food was cheap so was the shopping! Looking forward to my next trip dere!

+ lost for words +

I duno how to explain this but it seems harder harder for me to be happy.
I still feel very pessimistic. Man.... when is this gonna be over.

+ sudden outburst +

today.. i finally let it all out. Thanks Kenny for being the "unlucky" one.
feeling alittle stoned after tt so i thot i'll treat myself to some gd icecream.
now knowing the amt of calories i took.. i feel a little guilty. *oops*

+ the truth is... +

I said that I would be all right, I said I would be fine, but once again I lied to you, and it's killing me inside.

its moments like these i feel so confused and alone.
its moments like these i feel so selfish n childish.
its moments like these i feel so weak.
its moments like these i end up telling myself, i am stronger than i tink i am.

+ Presenting Pip from Enchanted +

I wana watch enchanted again... this is my fave part of the show staring PIP the chipmunk! He is hilarious. This is the part where he tried to warn the prince of the bad guy's plan.



The most romantic dance of the movie.. *melts*
I wana dance to a waltz with my prince charming too.



:: i feel amused ::

+ A wrong start +

Its a brand new yr.
As much as everybody is celebrating, it wasn such a great start for myself and ppl i care for ard me. Wanted to blog abt something happy, however there is realy none. There is nothing for me to look forward except for things to get better.... as least for others.
As long as they are happy, things would be alot easier for me.
On an optimistic side, a bad start of the year might jus mean tt things will onli get beta.
And i'll have a fruitful 2008 at the end of it.

Happy New Yr everybody! Have an awesome one.