my last day at scotts

its my last day at scotts!!! i am so gonna miss my crazy agnes.. my lovely belle.. my farnie jac.. my pretty shaann and my oh so motherly TINA! hahahahhaha...
mayb i can request to go back next mth..
my bangkok trip is blown. sigh. i forgot i got work on sunday... DAMN.
i shall plan for a trip real soon.... i need a break!

i got to get back to the blardy CORS system and bid for my modules! sch gonna start .. YAY!! somehow.. i miss sch. i miss gng for lect wif my darhling mels and i miss skipping lectures and running to ikea wif them too.. miss those times we studied at the library too.. heehee.. its our last yr.. time realy flies man..

:: i feel chirpy ::

last nite me went to watch jess's dance performance.. it was so entertaining!!!
me had a good laugh and a very good entertainment esp when i had such a bad week at work.
btw.. its is GOD DAMN BIMBO.. i was tinking.. thats my JESS.. hahahaha.. LURVE Her!

had yoga therapy this mornin.. feel so relax now.. me n jaslin was planning a trip to bangkok this weekend.. i hope i can make it!

me was reading some old mails and i found this meaning quote..

"Love is like a butterfly, the more you try to look for it, the more it eludes you. But when you least expect it, it comes right to you"

:: i feel relaxed ::

i need financial assistance...

goodness.. was jus browsing thru my bank statements and all.. OMG..
i am such a horrible woman! i have been spending money like water!
i do a terrible job when it comes to financial planning. sigh...
i shall be a good ger from now onwards and curb my spending!
no more cabs .. no more shopping .. no more good food.. no more entertainment.. for the whole of next mth.
i realy need to punish myself till the day i noe how to save money and not eat into my savings....


:: i feel super guilty ::

me wants

me want to be independent
me want to be strong
me want to be capable
me want to be motivated
me want to be more then what i am now...

its all good now

the storm is over and the sun is out! after beating all the emotional rollercoaster for the last few days. its has come to a close.. i am so happy.

all this happen during my most beloved darhling mellie bday and i missed celebrating it for her.
I am sorry mellie darhling!! its not a perfect bday celebration but i am sure me n melsie will give u a perfect birthday pressie !

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MELLIE!!


:: i feel relieved ::

me was just browsing through the pics in my comp and decided to play ard wif it using picasa..

this is a purple tint effect ...

this is soft grain...

this is warmity effect..

this is glow and soft focus effect..

i feel loved

today morning did not turn out well for me.. felt alot of pressure from my family and didn noe wat to do. i felt realy angry wif myself for making my parents so upset. i felt alone that no one will eva be there for me and understand how i feel.

However... my princess came over later in the day. i was so happy to see her. she realy made my day and cheered me up!
she was all dressed up in her new dress and all ..

my sunshine.. my pretty niece!

adorable isnt she?

also another member of the vainpot family .. hahaha

they all came to estee lauder to support me after that.. my godma bought $600 worth of products just to support me! I am realy thankful.. i feel loved that i haf support from my family and all.. mucks mucks.. Thank u Godma! I LOVE U! i promise all the products will give you the a smooth and radiant skin!

we must realy appreciate the little things ur love ones do for you. Sometimes i tend to take them for granted and yet they stood by me. I am so grateful. I wish i could do more for them too.

:: i feel touched ::

me n harold went to watch Pirates of the Carribean!


i forgot my jacket.. was freezing in the cinema till my fingers were blue and numb! however, there is orlando bloom to distract me from the freezing cold.. hahahahahaha..

after that harold went to work while i continue to enjoy my off day and went to meet my godma n my favourite niece.
we bought clothes for her from ralph lauren.. but she complained that she didn like the collar. so we went back to let her pick wat she liked.. afterall she is the princess in all our hearts.
she only picked dresses and happily tried them on and prance ard like a ballerina. She is so cute! she would den peer up to the mirror and say...
"hi! i am cinderella 2. i am wearing a blue dress and so are you! " i cldn help laughing at her innocence.... she den spotted a flowery swimsuit that she wanted.. petrina jie was tellin her. "Sweetheart, u have lots of swimsuits already" ... my smarty pants 3 yr old victoria answered: " Mummy, i have a lot of swimsuits already that is why we only need to get one of these swim suits!" and she rushed to the fitting room straight after that..
isn she cute? u realy jus have to let her have her way.... totally lurve her!

:: i feel heartwarming ::

wat a rotten day

me waiting for harold to get ready to go out... today is a dress down day at work. wondering why he is taking so long... so me decided to blog abt my horrible day yesterday.

me happily went for yoga in the morning yest... boy.. yoga neva fail to perk me up. i tried the hot yoga... u realy work out man. my face was flushed and i was perspiring like crazy. but after that it was all bad.
after washing up. i realise i did not bring my buckle for my uniform. there was a huge LOBANG!
den i realise i didn bring my stockings..
me rushed all the way down to tampines .. bought my stockings and ready to change..
den i realise.... i got my period ! FUCK . the cramps hit me. my back started to ache. my eyes was painful too..
misfortunes jus keepin coming at you once u are down in luck.. for that whole day.. i was in such a foul mood. and i didn manage to do a single sale.... $0.... can the day get any worse???

:: i feel irritated ::

living the high life... nice!

blardy hell.. i was all ready to post my lastest entry den stoopid blogger gave me an error and all my effort went to waste.. so freaking pissed.. so i have to start the whole story again..

anyway.. me went to stay at the orchard hotel wif my godma yest nite! oh boy.. the room was damn nice.. i was so so surprised myself..
its a zen and oriental theme.. the room had 2 plasma teevee.. where i can either watch on the sofa or on the bed.. there is a modern kitchen cum bar.. a freaking fancy bathroom.. a walk in wardrobe connected to the bathroom.. a super high tech room la with ur own eppresso machine! my godma had such a hard time closing the curtains as she fumbled with all the buttons.. ahhahaha..
one click.. the curtain closes.. one click the blind closes.. one click.. the whole room is on relax mode.. how cool is that..
i wanted to wait for my baby's call cos i miss him so much.. but i was so comfortable i fell fast asleep in jus minutes..
the next morning was even better.. me went for breakfast at the club lounge..
i happily went there in shorts n slippers but everyone there was in business suits! 2 gers came in later but at least they were in jeans and more decent den i am. hahahaha.. but wat the hell.. i guess i still look fabulous.. ahhahaha
the club was so cool.. no bustling and crowded breakfast buffet u normally get.. coffee n tea is served .. u can get any juice and drinks there... the ambience was so nice.. u dont sit on hard chairs . u sit in comfy sofas.. so there was i .. sipping my coffee.. reading my newspaper... eating my toast and enjoying the ambience... SHIOK.. living the high life.. i like!
but after 3 hrs .. i was sloggin away at estee lauder counter.. godammit.. i am so so so tired.. no time for my love ones at all.. i jus practically worked my hols away. i didn even get to step out of singapore for a short holiday.. boo hoo!

anyway.. i was flipping Life (straits times) that day.. i spotted my god sister in law.. on the cover.. she has gone back to being a DJ!! she is now hosting the mornin show on 91.3 FM.. she is petrina kow btw.. i quickly switched on the radio to listen to her.. how i miss her voice over the radio.. so everybody.. pls tune in to check it out and support her! hahaha.. me advertising for her.. haha.. she told me the response is quite good. so pple.. keep tuning in!

lastly.. me received photos from peiwen.. for her 21st bday.. so let me post them.

from left: peiwen, penny, sonia

from left: drey, me, harold

u noe who is who alr ...

peiwen's bday cake!

yea!! its past 1am!! me waiting for my baby's call... i manage to last till now so he better call soon!
me haf been tryin to slap myself awake for the past 1 hr...

:: i feel sleepy ::

yoga here i come!

me n mellie sign up for a yr membership at true yoga!!

we tried the therapy class jus yesterday.. u feel so good after doin jus one hr of it. i almost fell asleep at the last part where they ask us to relax and close our eyes.. ahahhaha.. they say... doin 1 hr of yoga is equal to 3hr of cardio work out! although i feel achy (mayb cos i jogged that day too) the next day but i dont feel tired at all!! u feel so energised and relaxed.

fitness is for life! ahahhaa.. so me must be discipline and stick to this! at the end if it. i will get a toned body.. yipppeee!! hahahahhaa

me got to slp early.. yoga tmr morning! ciaoz..

:: i feel healthy ::

Commencement 2006.. Celebrating Excellence...

its my darhling's commencement..
i got him a beautiful bouquet of Flowers... muffins .. and a stylish tie!

the beautiful flowers ... hand picked and designed by me!

me n esmon( harold's bro) was left outside waiting.. we manage to get ourselves into a viewing gallery to watch the ceremony.
ITS BLARDY BORING CAN....but we manage to entertain ourselves.

i cant help but wonder... how will my graduation be like.... so i tried the robe on!

some silly pictures of my boy and his frens..

off to dinner......

the crab is HUGE!!!

esmon taking a BITE..

our sumptious dinner... we were freaking filled to the MAX! at least for me i was..

the happy Koh aka Xu family..

my smart looking boy... my happiness..

he looks so happy wif the flowers... hahaha..

:: i feel proud ::

- little miss moody -

its a terrible terrible day..
totally SUX! i need a remedy out of this moody me..
sales were extremely bad.. customers today are extremely difficult.
my 1st customer of all races has to be an indian... FUCK. need i say more?
den when it was time to go home...
i WAITED 1 HOUR.... ONE WHOLE HOUR for the freaking bus!
i was feeling lousy enuff.. and angry at myself for being affected by such things and for so long..
i jus am gng to explode..
haven felt this way for a long time.. not that it has hit me..
i feel like SCREAMING AND EXPLODING!
i hope tmr will be a better day.

:: i feel freaking fustrated ::

huisy's joy

suppose to go roller blading on friday and work my calories and fats off but the sun is too blazing hot. i didn even feel like gng for facial.. so me jus stayed home and did hsework... and DIY eye-masking!

i tried out the sasa's cumumber eyemask! *shiok*

den i hear hon at the door!!! *DING DONG*

he had a gift for me.. a new KEYCHAIN !!!

a lovely half a heart.. he has the other half of cos.

we threw the idea of blading away.. slacked at home for abit till it got too boring and we decided to head out!! so me got ready and all excited to spent a happy outing wif hon.

all READY!!! all smiles.....

snap shots on the BUS....

bumble bee sunnies!!!

my love.....

den off to meet penny.. kenny .. sonia for a dinner!

sonia got stuck wif a stinky n gross cab driver (he burped his prawn mee for sonia thru out the trip) *eeeeeeeewwwwww*

and kenny was wif his "part time gf"... so.....

so its jus me n penny for now..........

:: i feel happy happy happy ::

cosy lunchie

jess the bimbs had lunch wif me today at Tampines Mall!!! we had SUSHI!

our all-time-favourite!

me stole the pic from jess blog.. ahhaha.. the yellow scarve is UGLY!

jess bought the lastest lipgloss from me and help me UP my sales by $32 bucks. BTW.. jus a little advertisement here. I LURVE the gloss ... its moisturising.. its not sticky (hardly even feel that its on ur lips) and the colour is PRETTY!! its a great buy .. seriously..

:: i feel chirpy ::

nothing can compare..

" Love is smiling on the inside and out "

:: i feel moved ::

jus me n son...

on my day off today.. me n sonia finally get to spent the day together!!!
so me brought to places she has neva been before. she is such a sua ku man.. wif her accent she totally pass off as a tourist.

we went to holland and had sushi and haagen daz.

sonia snatching the ice cream away from me!

off to little india to get some henna and bangles!

sonia is too tall for her own good...hahaha

sonia attemptin to bargain wif the lady. but both of them from different channel.

hence.. the bargain was unsuccessful. hee

us with the fancy red dot!

ahahhaa.. we tried a red dress from top shop.

we look like air stewardess dont we?

after a day of walking in the sun.. both of us totally exhausted and satistfied..

the day after next ... me n son decided to go clubbing..

yea!! finally after so long .. i get to club.. BUT!!!! i actually forgot my ID! FUCK.

i cant get into MOS cos the bouncer says i look 14.. blardy hell.. jus bcos of my height?!?!!?!

$^&^%^*@???!?!?^&*((#?!??!!!!!!

anyway.. we manage to convince the bouncer from gotham to let me in.. hahahaha.. well i am glad i am a girl afterall.... some flirting skills was definitely necessary. we totally had a BLAST!!!!

sonia is goin to leave next week .... sobs.. i am gonna miss her...

:: i feel overwhelmed ::