I never really like to blog about unhappy things. But on and off when something bothers me. I try my best to brush it off and let it go.
Some ppl might not be agreeable to the way I deal with things, but u know what. I dnt really care.
Had a talk with someone close to me n realize hw much I have been surpressing myself. People think that I am very blessed. But really, they have no idea.
Time n time again. Memories of the past do come back and haunt me. But what can I do and who can I blame. No one but myself. For taking it in and letting it ride.

Another quarrel that was totally unnecessary today .... Haiz.
I really wonder hw much more of such moments we will have. Something tells me that there is more and much more that will come our way.
I know I ought to be more positive. But I am rather be more of a wet blanket and think mayb I can never be a good gf. I just feel that alot is expected of me and I may not be able to deliver.
Fingers cross and toes cross. I can only try my best to make it work.

simple dates... rekindles the smallest sparks

After so long.. we finally found the time to have a quiet evening..
Although we didn spoke much, but it has reassured me alot.
At least i know what i am waiting for now...
Thank you for that lovely night. =)