+ another mood swing +

it another cloudy n moody day for hui.
Nothing is right.. it seems as though the last time i felt this way was jus not long ago. but i vaguely remember anymore.
i jus cldn stay focus. i cldn listen to anyone and have a proper conversation with anyone without sayin.. "i am sorry i didn hear u, could u repeat?"
i cldn stop saying " erm.. there is something i wana tell you but i cnt remb it now"
i was jus in a daze and my mind was GOD KNOWS WHERE..
its fustrating and mentally draining. i feel i had to keep retending i am ok and laugh along with ppl. GETS EVEN MORE on my nerves.
wats on earth is wrong is with me? even the ppl who cld possibly make me smile cnt anymore.
something is missing.... something is not right.. but i jus dnt geddit.. What is it thats not right?

+ lovely song +

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

+ another weekend +

this weekend was a celebration of dad's birthday. after a whole ding dong of where to go for lunch. we made a last min reservations at Imperial Treasures @ Great World City.
was stuffed to the max the dim sum to the century egg congee to the roast goose was finger-licking GOOD!!

everyone one was so full from the meal. we settle for 2 pretty and small cheesecake from Say Cheezecake!

a lop-sided strawberry cheesecake n a blueberry cheese cake!

After work on Sat, Geri n I went shopping...

I bought my most loved pair of sunnies!

TA DA!!!

i love the side of it! so classy! i like!

+ help!!! =

my hp is failin me!!! yikes!
i need a new phone desperately! where is there no new pink phone for sale..

+ let the pictures say it all！ +

so i finally uploaded my pictures. heh..

the eye.. realise the more scary photos are in haro's hp.

but here's me 4 days after the incident. it is ALOT better alr by den.

a time table haro did to keep track of the times i had to use my eye drops.

Wonderful nites with my colleagues...... First up.. Steamboat at Bugis!

here's me and geri cam-whoring while waiting for MA LA steamboat!
the place was JAM packed i tell ya..

the absolutely tasty sauce

WOAH... ALL THE FOOD!!! best part is ..... its EAT ALL U CAN!

Majestic bar with the girls!

my lovely/eccentric/comical neighbour.. OHYI!!

our booze for the nite

our yummilicious salmon balls!

a very happy me!

BABYSITTIN the niece and nephew..

little oliver! who is super active.

*pinch pinch*

Victoria and her Uncle Harold having fun!

Thats all for now folks!

+ huisy real dramatic life +

for the past month.. My life has been a roller coaster ride..
series of events one after another .. neva had i eva a min to take a breather.

huisy has been juggling with so many things.. i have been quite mess.
after i recovered from the eye injury (yes, i noe i have yet to post up the pictures. soon soon)
have been tryin to make up for my MCs at work. but i guess as i was keen to perform and i screwed up again. luck wasnt on my side. i did not jus made 1 but 3 mistakes in a short span of almost a month. the last one that just happened a few days ago was a real bummer.
i couldn control and i finally let the tears fall infront of big boss. I was ashamed at myself and angry that y is it when i have been trying so hard yet such things still happen.
I must say my big boss was real kind and i am lucky to be working for him. He neva once reprimanded me. He jus pass me a packet of tissue and gave me a wink. As though telling, no worries i got it covered. He has definitely earned my full respect and of cos graditude.

Thanks to my absolutely wonderful colleagues that brought me out of misery. They were the reason i have tears of joy all the time (literally). They were nice enuff to guide through and support me all the way. Whenever i am stuck in the little corner of mine, they were the ones that try means n ways to bring me out of it. I cnt believe my luck sometimes. First is such a great boss.. now such wonderful colleagues. I have nothing much to worry other making sure i dnt give up at my work. Thankew darlings.. for nites at Majestic/Bugis and walks ard raffles mrt. Thankew for the farnie jokes just to make me smile. Thankew for the scoldings jus so i see what i have been missing out.

Lastly, babysitting my lovely niece and nephew for 2 weeks straight has been a real strain on my physique. It was not only physically tiring but also mentally tiring. But they were real darlings..
But they were the reason i am considering if i eva shld have children. Can be quite a pain in the arse u noe. hahaha

Hopefully i am post all the photoes i have in my phone... cos huisy pink phone is a little worn out jus like her owner therefore sometimes i jus cnt upload the photos.
Lastly, weekend is here! TGIF!!!

seasons

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Whats my season now?