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last friday was well spent with my mels....
we headed down to NAB and had some shots. den we got a call from Bao ge! His car arrived today and he is taking us out for a spin! Congrats Baoge on the arrival of ur new car..
the 20 shots got mellie alittle high and she is our cutesy red tomato singing away in the car.

we went to check out CLINIC.. i realy find the concept cool.. but on the hind side.. the music was not gd and the crowd is old.. so we didn stay for long after 3 jugs of vodka ribena and some drinking games.. off we go and went straight for MOS..
where me and the mels dance the night away, it was so fun. FINALLY.. i have been to MOS.. hahaha
next day me n mellie fell sick.. but for all the fun we had. it was well worth it!
pictures coming up... if mellie transfer them to me soon..

:: i feel happy ::

my bangs and my bad perm has officially converted me into an "aunty"..
i look so bad.. that i dnt realy bother abt my looks nowadays.. i will look bad anyway.
so jus plain top .. boring bottom and a cap.. that will do for hui now..

after this incident.. i declare that i realy HATE Jeanyip.
They do not have fantastic customer service.. they do not listen to their customer's needs
THEY ARE BLARDY BLOOD SUCKERS.. my bad perm cost me $256.. i am still feeling the heartache .. i feel so guilty for spendin that kind of money on my hair.. like SERIOUSLY!!!
wtf do i need to spent such an outrageous amt on my hair! i will look good with jus a $30 perm at my aunt's salon..
256 bucks... do u noe how much stuff i can buy with that! i rather buy a gucci hp strap den a perm! there are so many pretty when i went window shopping but none of it i can buy... i reckon i cant spent on shopping at all for 3 whole months moreover i quit my estee job. this sux.

i am sure alot of pple will second me on what a sucky salon Jeanyip is! too bad for me that i am still feeling DAMN sore abt it and there is nothing i can do. time will heal........

:: i feel cheated n dumb ::

+interesting+

this is one of the most innovative hello msg i eva got from anyone..

Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could live in a world where we realized the only thing missing was the love we weren't giving?

Wouldn't it be great if we could just see how short life can be, and take the daring new road every once in a while?

I'm making this year my year of living by taking chances to grow.

The quote on my profile is:

"Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

~Steve Jobs

Life is short. Would you take a daring new road by saying hello back to a stranger today?

wat shld i reply..........

as times pass.. things change.. people change..
i sometimes wondered if i did too..
and to wat extend..

i believe certain part of hui will remain with me forever..
will people accept me for who i am?

i need some changes in my life.
hui easily forgets so i am afraid i might even forget what its like to be happy.
i miss feeling my heart flutter in happiness with little things in life
i miss feeling excited as i dig into my favourite ice cream
i miss looking forward to goin to town for a day well spent there.
i miss being able to catch my teevee shows
i miss being be as silly as i can be

i have been missing out the little things in life that brightens me up.

:: i feel nothing at all..nothing ::

why do i not have the courage to fight for what i want?
why do i not have the drive to go for what i believe in?
when will i eva learn..

the weather is burning today... aggrevates my already foul mood.
went for driving.. got alot of scolding from the instructor..
even said he needs a cane to teach me how to drive.. heeheee..oops..
1st time eva hui almost got into an accident.. *phew*
it was realy close shave.. frighten me..

getting ready to go for my 2pm lect now.. right smack in the middle of the day..
but hui shall be a good ger and go to lect with attentive ears and bright brians..

:: i feel agitated ::

+wish upon the stars+

somewhere over the rainbow,

way up high,

in a dream that you dream of,

once in a lullaby,

oh somewhere over the rainbow,

bluebirds fly,

and the dreams that you dream of

dreams really do come true,

someday i'll wish upon a star,

wake up where the clouds are far behind me,

where troubles melt like lemon drops,

high above the chiminey tops,

that's where you'll find me,

oh somewhere over the rainbow,

bluebirds fly,

and the dreams that you dare to,

oh why, oh why, can't i

someday i'll wish upon a star,

wake up where the clouds are far behind me,

where trouble melts like lemon drops,

high above the chiminey tops,

that's where you'll find me,

oh somewhere over the rainbow,

way up high,

and the dreams that you dream do,

why, oh why can't i

+whole again+

hui has finally manage to get a grip of herself...
i realy have to thank all my pals for their support.. love ya all ot bits.
wat will hui be without you guys.
brother is slowly getting out of his situation.. but he keeps calling me everyday!
like every other hour.. hahahahha..
not that i am irritated.. i am glad at least he does not keep to himself that much anymore.

today me went home and decided to relive my secondary sch days.. jus that i clad myself in my sista's uniform!

studious huisy.. forgot my oh-so-fabulous glasses

:: i feel revived ::

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when u reach certain crossroads in life..
there are risks u have to take.
there are choices and decisions to be made.
there will be sacrifices and u contemplate whether to make them.
insecurities always bother women like me..
what wld be best for me.. what wld be best for all of us.. what wld be best for the ones i love.
i wana do a good job in taking care of them. but sometimes.. its so fustrating and complicated you jus wana give up everything you have.
there are times u willingly give in to other pple but in reality.. u noe u are not happy.
after awhile.. you jus move on with life. den when situations arises.. these unhappiness hits u once again..
mayb cos i think too much.. which is my nature.
i lament and lament..thats wat a girl is best at doing...
i need an inspiration in my life to spur me on in these difficult times..
huisy is now loooking high and low for her inspiration..

i will do my best and treasure what we both have.

last nite was one of the worse nights i had to go thru..
i shld be able to put every thing behind and not be so bothered by it.
but in reality.. i cnt do it..
felt so helpless but pathetic.
i hope i dnt have to go thru it again. i am realy afraid.
like kurt says.. now i am the one in the rut.
i feel so much like a failure.
isnt there anything that hui can do?

:: i feel lost ::

i wish i could do more...