i am the ultimate SCORPIO

Ultimate Scorpio

Who keeps an arrow in his bow,

And if you prod, he lets it go?

A fervent friend, a subtle foe -

Scorpio!

Your color is MAROON. Your metal the unyielding IRON from our earth.

my 1st time at a CONCERT!

*screams*

i have free tix to JJ Lin Jun Jie concert!!! its not like i lurve him but i love his songs.... i cant believe i am so lucky to get free tix.
All thanks to Petrina Jiejie.. she always have such lobangs. Love her to bits.
me was contemplatin who to bring along.. so .... ultimately.. MY LITTLE SIS gets the honour. She has been cooped up at home for the june hols.. i tink she deserves a break!

thats us waiting excitedly with our chips and for the action to start...

this is the view from where i am seating.. not fantastic. but its free so ...wth..

finally.. after all the waitin. its abt to start...........

Thats JJ !!!! he sure can sing LIVE.... he is such a great singer. Me and sis and such a great time.. we enjoyed the show.. we sang together. it was such a great experience!

mum n dad came n pick us up after concert and off we whiz to SUPPER!!! heehee.. its been a long time since i haf so much fun wif my family. I feel so bad i haven been spendin time with them. its been 2 weeks since we last had a meal together.. well i am glad we had a BLAST!

:: i feel happy ::

*DAYS OF MY LIFE*

when i have an off day me will make sure i spent it wisely....
this is how i spent my last off day!
...
DESTINATION: HOLLAND VILLAGE
TIME: 2PM

Me and mel did my Sasa mystery shopper job 1st.. the girl didn meet our mark at all..
we den went to crystal jade to bitch abt it and we headed off to our pedicure appointment..
at LUSH..... a place where we pamper ourselves...

presenting .... my pedi partner

we both decided to have sweet glittery toe nails.. its not tt clear i noe..

NEXT STOP... time to meet serene and peiwen!!!

we waited for peiwen for almost 2 hrs.. we were so bored and tired..

den after that we headed off to 85 for dinner cum supper. we keep losing our way..

cos basically, somehow peiwen trust me in directions. So i told her to take a turn she took it and we ended up in a dead end.. either that or we end up in some foreign place.. ahahhaa ...

haro joined us too... and of cos both of us wldn let the camera go to waste...

both of us were realy tired... u can see our eye bags so bad.. hahaha

a messed up life

Seriously..... nothing is gng straight...
my life is filled wif cock ups.
to start with .... bcos of the Blardy world cup my sales are dippin.. LIKE CRAZY!!!
i am freaking pissed.. its not even the quaterfinals yet and sales are that bad. Can you believe when its the finals!?!?!?! i might not even sell a single SHIT.
Secouldly... i have a freaking lousy and irresponsible manager. i suppose to have staff purchase like YONKS ago. but i was not informed. i feel as the manager who is the link from the HQ to us, u are responsible to disseminate the information to all the girls under you. you FAILED as a blardy manager. i didn missed it once BUT TWICE! two freaking times. WTF.
lastly.. i am down wif sore throat, flu and fever. JUS GREAT. and i dont wana to take an MC jus to submit to that manager. BLARDY HELL..
So i down all the paracetamol i can get and drag my feet to work as usual. anyway there are not much sales so... like it makes any difference.
i tink when u are down n out.. when ur morale hits rock bottom. all the misfortunes jus keep coming at you...
*sobs*

:: i feel demoralised ::

the hole in my pocket has been mended!

yippee!! the pay finally came in!!
So i decided to pamper myself more and try cabbing it whereever i go! pamper myself wif good food too!!
i have been eating so much recently that my tummy is showing.. mayb its one of the 1st signs when u get the taste of happiness. hahahaha..
estee lauder job is startin to bore the hell out of me and i am gettin sick of putting makeup. sux man.. all the time wasted dolling up jus for the blardy "emperor" today was well wasted. COS he last min decides not to turn up. i am so IRRITATED! Doesnt he haf any basic manners, say will come down den last min decides not too. we all got busy for nothing today.
hmmm.. tmr me shall go shopping! wat.. i realy duno wat to buy!!!
shoes? tube top?
den it was dinner at ikea!! lurve the food there! and dessert is.... HAAGEN DAZ!!! Yummilicious..
it was a tiring day.. me neeed to catch up on my slp or i cant shop tmr!

:: i feel zzzzZZzzzzZzzz ::

mixed feelings..

I feel i am the most blessed girl in the whole wide world.
There is constantly someone there for me although there are some that jus walk out of me.
I am hurt but i am also grateful.
I onli have myself to blame for so many misfortunes that happen in my life. I learnt my lesson the hard way. I wont wana make the same mistake again and lose so many pple in my life.
We cant haf the best of both worlds can we?
After a rough weekend and all the roller coaster rides.
There always pple there who neva fail to cheer me up.
I also wanna pull myself together so that i wont let them worry and disappoint them.
mel n bong jus brought smiles to my face when we went KTV-ing together. My "Andy Lau" was such a darling too. ahahahaha...he performed for us!
I wana thank them for being there for me yet again. I am sure melsie would haf love to be there! I miss u guys! *mucks*

Me now in the midst of preparing for mellie polka-dot partee.. to start wif.. me bought a polka-dot headband!
Me still owe lots of pple bday pressies.. there goes all my pay! but i am sure its well worth it!

:: I feel determined ::

a closure..

we ended it calmly ..
i am glad but it all seems abrupt.
i hope u realy understand how i haf been feeling.. u said u know how i feel.
i hope u truly meant wat u said.
i still wish u all the best and hope we can put the past behind and move on.
i am relieved. very relieved.
u said u realise it all along, but y didn u mentioned it
den we dont haf to be so tired and put a front to face the relationship.
But all in all, i am glad it has a closure. it ended on a good note.
i knoe i owe u alot. i will remember it.