Been under alot immense pressure within and externally.
I am jus wondering why is it that some ppl can handle them so well.
I am upset cos of this things i have yet to acheive and that are long over due
I am upset cos of the things people expect of me and i am unable to deliver
I am upset cos of the things i expect from ppl and they are not able to deliver
I am upset cos of the failures that ought to be avoided in me life
I am upset cos of my inability to move on
I am upset cos of the constant reminders of my incompetence

ok.. so basically i am upset. very upset.
am gng to study till i forget abt it for now. at least all the energy wnt go to waste.

Girls will always be girls

Was discussing with my fren how woman can be so desperate when it comes to relationships.
We are jus so afraid we are wasting our youth away.
On one hand, we wana be Miss Independent.
Yet on the other hand, we are so vulnerable when it comes to relationships.
But many a times, we are just selfish. Cos we are afraid to be alone.
My fren was very clear of what she wants. which i admire her for.
budden mayb its cos i have issues. muahaha.
i have to resolve my issues first before i move the next step.
met up with new frens today at Wine Company, Dempsey!
ppl from the editorial industry, banking industry etc.
they gave me lots of tips these seniors! and encourage me to pursue the things i like to do.
Gives me a great push to take the plunge.. and i just might when i am ready. =D

I need a glass of Martini @ Morton's
Hopefully it will help knock some sense in me

For those who didn know Morton's on weekdays have a happy hour from 5 -7pm.
Order any Martini and you'll get to enjoy Morton's famous beef burger.
It was just SO good to be able to try it for free.
and it does not serve jus once but as good as 4 rounds of it within tt 2 hrs!

stop it stop it Hui.
get rid of tt dangerous feeling out of ur system.
the consequences will be disastrous. GET IT OUT!

In this post. I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to a very very special friend.
who has always been there for me.
A friend whom i almost lost bcos of selfish me.
I really wished there are ways for me to make it up to this friend
but i guess it wnt make a difference now.

I received very happy news from this friend one day.
and I am very glad to hear that.
But in the midst of feeling happy, i do feel sad.
Cos it seems that I have lost something. something very dear to me.

i am starting to learn how to let go..
with each moment of disappointment
with each pang of insecurity
with each struggle to stay smiling

I am sorry that things can never be the same again
and i can never feel the same way like i did before.
I assure u that i have tried hard but
from time to time it still comes back to haunt me.
You are not perfect neither am I.

I love you. and I am Sorry.

i SERIOUSLY is quite fustrated with blogger.
I have no idea y i am unable to upload peektures on my MAC. GRR
I have so many pretty peektures to share!!!
luckily i have HX.. who says if its still persists for 1 week he will help me fixed it!
stay tuned. till my comp prob is resolved....

am down with a very bad cold.
had no choice but to come home from work.
secretly i wish i have someone to have n hold when i feel so awful...

Lunch @ one of my fave restaurants...

am back from Phuket + Thailand for awhile.
was a pretty good trip minus some cock ups. but overall. Relaxing and i am fully recharged since!

the beautiful beach

most of my peektures are uploaded on FB alr! so feel free to take a look.
Am visiting thailand again end of the year with 3 other gfs!
looking forward to that very much! yippee!