suddenly i realised..
i forgot wat it feels like to always have your way.
i forgot wat it feels like to neva have to face disappointment.
i then also realised how i took life so easy and still complained..
is this wat reality is all abt?

with my standards and expectations set as such.
the least that i could hope for ..is not to be disappointed ever again.

my recent most treasured possession....

A limited edition Swarovski crystal with the autograph of the designer. Absolutely gorgeous!!! Heart my boss for helping me get it!

am so ANGRY and FUSTRATED at myself.

to hear so many sad stories around me. my heart goes all out to them.
i wished i could do something to help make things easier for them or even beta help take away the pain.
Breakups is the end of a r/s but a start of a new chapter.
But it is scary cos u cnt see into the future, u feel the pain of seeing ur hopes and dreams of a future disappear.
Breakups can shake you to the very core.
At times of such loss, memories from the past, all the hurt, traumas and despair come back to haunt you.
i hate to see ppl in such pain. they dnt deserve all of that at all.

i hate rainy mornings.
fumbling with the umbrella.
splashing pools of rain water on the ground.
walking with care in heels to the busstop.
worse! having to hold a wet umbrella in the packed doubledecker bus.
even worse! when everyone standing so ever close to u has a wet umbrella in their hands too.